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I moved out of my parents’ and in with my mom’s mom. My parents say I need a cell phone now that I don’t live with them. And they want me to drive in case of emergencies but I guess it’s kinda hard since nobody ever wants to teach me.

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I haven’t drawn in a while but I started drawing and stuff again. I think I’m a fucking genius. I mean, just look at that. It’s an alligator in a rocketship.

My uncle came by and dropped off some cardboard boxes. I started packing up some of my things because I’m moving out of my parents’ house ’cause I can’t stand it here anymore. The only thing I miss will be Netflix but not I won’t miss it that much ’cause I only got like 1 movie every 2 months because my dad likes moving down my movies so he could get his selections early. Come Friday I’ll be outta here.

I went over to Andrew Sainz’s on Friday to do some recording. Paul did some drum tracks for us and Phil shot some video of it. I don’t know if this band stuff is how I imagined it or if Paul’s gonna be in the band. We’ve got a show next month. I wrote a new song and I put it up on the MySpace thing but I dunno what I think about it, it’s not like any other song I’ve written.

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It’s like everything’s coming up Milhouse for everyone but me! Well Marsha and I write exchange letters now since I’m too afraid to leave my house to see her and she’s always at work but when I get her letter in the mail it feels kind of like everything’s coming up Milhouse, I guess. It’s ridiculous ’cause if I weren’t such a pansy I’d just take the 20 minute drive to Sharpstown to see her but ehhhh…it’s the outside and there are cars and people and stuff. My irrational fears will be the death of me and I’ve been underexposing my silkscreens and I miss my bicycle so much, probably more than anything or anyone I’ve ever missed. It’s probably because I can see myself getting fatter every day. I weight more than in my family but I guess it makes sense ’cause I’m also the tallest. But it’s just a beergut so it’s kind of cool and not all depressing like if someone has a fet neck or chin. I blame it on Whataburger and their tasty burgers.

It’s kind of disheartening to know that I still have a year and a half of high school to go and then after that I have to go off to college so it’s like school never ends.

Everything is so boring when you’re afraid to leave the house. The first few years is alright but I feel like I’m getting so old now so I absolutely hate it. Playing guitar and listening to the Velvet Underground and watching Buffalo ‘66 for hours every day can only get so interesting.

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Rachel Vogel came by and drove me to Whataburger. It was awfully nice for someone who I’d never met before to drive down to my house just to take me to Whataburger. Our navigation skills are surprisingly keen.

I’m dreading school.